There's nothing better than being content in your own skin. To be okay with who you are, and everything in your life. I don't have much to show for my 22 years of life, but I do have a lot on the inside that is completely irreplaceable and priceless. I have worked hard to contain such an outlook, and I will not let that outlook change just because of little things in my life that don't go the way I want them to. I have a lot to be grateful for.
I haven't done drugs in 136 days and that is a miracle that I thank God for every single day. There are a lot of people out there suffering in their addiction, wondering why they are even alive right now because they feel they have no meaning and their life is pointless. There are people who will never get the chance at a clean and sober life. Never get the opportunity to change, to grow, to treat themselves the way they deserve to be treated.. And as much as it hurts to acknowledge this, it also makes me extremely thankful to be me today.
I know that I will have not so good days, and bad days, and I am okay with that because I know that there will always be a better day. A day where even if there is no sunshine outside, there is sunshine in my heart. A day where I love myself for who I am so that I am able to love you for who you are. A day where I will have hope and courage to live my life to the best of my ability because I know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
Life is good today, and if I am blessed enough to wake up in the morning I am pretty sure tomorrow will be a good day too.
Thank you God for my life and everything you bless me with on a daily basis.
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